i keep asking WHY i want that person back, but i can’t think of why. i just KNOW i want it all back. i wasn’t ready for it to be taken from me like that yet.
this has been a nightmare for me, and it’s still one. still going to be one for a while.
i feel like i’m living in the movie 500 days.
i’m at that stage where i’m smashing plates in my kitchen.
it just ABSOLUTELY sucks when someone is moving on and you know you need to also but you just dont want to. you want to rewind and all they want to do is fast-forward.. .
i just dunno where to go from here.
